I finally got a great paying job with benefits working for Grainger in Janesville, WI. 401K, life insurance, awesome health care, etc...even had my dream car, 2010 Nissan Rogue. It was red, roomy and beautiful!! Just what I wanted to haul my minions (grandkids) around in, haul groceries and go on trips. I even went back to school and got my associates degree in business so I could move up in the company.
I wanted to have everything planned and payed for in the event of my death so my kids didn't have to deal with it like I did with my parents and I wanted to be able to leave them something behind. I only have one parent left and that is my step-mom, I don't call her that because to me she is my Mama. I was blessed to have two Mamas and I wanted to be able to help her and take care of her now that my Daddy has passed away.
Sadly all of my dreams have died because of my illness and I have lost everything. I don't get to see my kids and grandkids like I used to anymore, I have to rely on everyone else to help me and give me rides to where I need to go. My Mama, bless her heart, helps take care of me the best she can and she is still working. I had to go on public assistance and I have to rely on the Non-Emergency Medical Transportation System to get me to my appointments, and there is a lot of them.
Working from home is a hit or miss at best and I have been denied SSDI three times, the third time I had a lawyer and it was still denied by the adjudicator at my hearing. Now we are appealing the decision, someone like myself shouldn't have to go through this while people who are drug addicts get the benefits. That is a story for another time though.
So while everyone may look at me as being a "MALINGERER" I am not. I didn't screw up for all this to happen to me, my body failed me and I got to sick to work. I had to give up everything, what wasn't taken from me, just to survive this far.
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